Punishment
It was clear after my first hour that today wasn’t going to be my day. Determined though I fire up another session and that heads the same way, why the fuck did I keep playing for over 7 hours!
I’ve done what I always do, allowed one long fucked up session where I ran shit and played shit to half my win rate and put a big nasty dint in my results, 1/3 of my winnings down in one day! Fuck it though, I can do better then this, and I won’t let this shit day get me down lol.
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It’s always tough Lucky to play on because our human need to break even, the allure of winning back the money we lost is always stronger than the urge to just walk away.
I’ve been victim to it so many times and I’ve lost a lot during those “tilts”, because in essence when you’re determined to win back your losses, it’s basically another form of tilt.
Sometimes when I’m running bad or worse playing bad, I’ll sit back and play some micro SNGs to get my fix in without losing a lot. Sometimes it works, often times it doesn’t…lol
It worked out in the end as I won all of that money back the next day lol.
Today was a little rough, but I stacked a target at 100 to make up for a pretty poor performance at 50.
I haven’t wrote much for awhile, I’ll try and get a descent update posted soon.
Best of luck xxx